Hey everyone. It's been a while.
So blogger has installed some new features I see. I don't really like it but I guess we'll get used to it. Anyways, I was pretty stressed out for the past few weeks. But it all seemed to tone down when I've managed to force myself to settle some unattended business. It was really easy peasy, you know. I mean, I know the solution to my problems are to settle them, scrutinize each one of it and get to the bottom of it. But I keep on procrastinating and day by day I feel more stressed than the day before. You know the feeling when you're so busy, and when you're done with homework/work, you take the free time to do something that you actually need to do ie. folding your clothes, doing your laundry, cleaning your house/room, etc? It felt soooo good after having em done right? That's what I'm feeling right now.
But the thing is now, I have this uneasy feeling, like all of a sudden there's a switch inside of me that flicked all by itself. Due to that I'm feeling kinda adventurous right now. Hell, I'd hike a mountain if you invite me to. Not exactly adventurous, but I feel like, doing something out of my comfort zone, or maybe, accomplishing something might help diminish that 'out of the blue' feeling. Because I'm almost going crazy, having the same routine daily, you know, like going to class, doing my assignments, play computer games and surfing the web, cook, cleaning the house, etc. Well honestly, I don't even know what I want. I thought I wanted to do something out of my comfort zone like I said, but earlier one of my friend suggested we play paintball, and I kinda despised the idea. Okay despise might be a little strong, but you get the idea. The point is, I didn't want to. Maybe I didn't have enough courage to go along with it, but I don't know.What is it that I want? I guess I'm gonna keep asking myself that question until I get the answer.
So right now, I guess I'm going to start by accomplishing something, in hope that the mode that I'm on now, will switch back to the normal mode. Am gonna start listing out a set of goals.
Guess that would be all, toodles! ^^
